so just in case anyone is wondering what’s going on in my life right now: I’m getting screwed over by the company I work for, but at least my bosses are trying to help me fix things. I’ll be headed back to the states for about 2 weeks come the end of July, and I’ll be going all over the place, including NYC for Catalpa, as well as Rhode Island and Connecticut to see family. and of course I will be back in Columbus to see everyone. I might take out a loan so that I can buy a car so that I have a form of transportation. and I’m still trying to save money so that I can move into my own apartment at some point, but my drinking habits haven’t really been helping the whole “saving” part. the Euro Cup is fucking sick here in Germany, and I have so much German stuff to wear to the next game, I am way more excited than I should be. and I’ve been having a ton of fun lately with all of my friends, which will have to hold me over for a while once the Euros finish, because I’m going to disappear for a month or two so that I can actually save money like I’ve been talking about doing for months now. oh and I’m addicted to lemon-lime gatorade. that’s about it.
“I missed you every hour. And you know what the worst part was? It caught me completely by surprise. I’d catch myself just walking around to find you, not for any reason, just out of habit, because I’d seen something that I wanted to tell you about or because I wanted to hear your voice. And then I’d realize that you weren’t there anymore, and every time, every single time, it was like having the wind knocked out of me.”—Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (via cityyandcolour)